Tuesday, 30 December 2014

And i found my answer, until that day.....

In life everything goes according to the plan until you come across various uncertainties, but a life changing one!

After my marriage, I shifted to Dubai and it had been almost three months knowing new family and the new place but trust me I didn’t find anything attractive or mind-blowing in this new place called Dubai. A typical Mumbaikar at heart, I found this place to be very artificial and fake. I am sorry but this so called “the happening city” of Gulf had just failed to impress me. But as I was destined to get married in Dubai I was left with no option but to improve the living, my way.
So after a gap of three months I decided to take up a job as I love to face challenges and to deal it my way because I like my life to be more than normal.  I kept applying and my continuous attempts showed me a dim ray of hope but yes good enough to keep me going.  Yes, I was called for an interview after a few days of struggle and it was scheduled on a Monday afternoon and I was to reach the company at around 2.30pm.
I was already running late and suddenly I remembered this quote “Day that starts well, ends well” (trust me bad days remind you of things you hated even as a child) and my day had already started on a weird note, I got involved into a small argument with a hooligan, got stuck while punching my season card at the metro station (miss our local window ticket counter) and to add to the day, my water bottle’s cap was slightly left open and entire water spill on my dress for people to give me weird looks and think “Ah Indians” (smirk)!!! Somehow after facing all the trauma I reached my destination and with nervousness at its peak,  I gave my interview and I felt as if I was at a war and my mission was accomplished.
On my way back I was extremely relaxed and with nobody around you, you tend to talk to yourself (I’m sure everybody does) and I was doing the same. While walking I was thinking about all that, that had happened to me and suddenly I saw a beautiful girl in her twenties, blonde hair, spotless face and extremely beautiful walking towards me in my opposite direction.  Being a girl I got attracted to her and this left me puzzled of how a guy would handle himself looking at this beauty.  In a fraction of seconds thousand and more thoughts swam in my mind like who she is? Does she have a boyfriend? Is her boyfriend equally handsome? I term such thoughts as TFTS i.e. “Typical Female Thinking Syndrome” and amidst all this suddenly I caught this girl staring at a guy who was already accompanied by his girlfriend or should I say his companion and looked extremely happy with her but what caught to my attention was the emptiness in the girls eye’s and her expression which spoke almost everything about her. Though she was beautiful, one in hundred but sometimes you are not lucky enough and blessed to have your loved one right beside you to make you feel ‘special’ at any damn cost. I did not feel pity at her loneliness or sad to know why she was alone? Was she not loved or had she never been in love? I did not know the answer then and even now but what I understood at that moment through her urge that said so many words in one second was, whether your partner is beautiful or not, you are far or near, you are in India or Dubai what matters the most is to have that one person in your life who you can look up to, simply hold your hand and say I AM HERE to take care of you and all your worries.
Now I have no regrets of why I left Mumbai and came to Dubai, Why Dubai is so artificial? Because what matters to me now is that even in this artificial land I have one thing for real and can call mine is, my LOVE.

Life is full of crazy incidents and accidents, you do not know when, how and what you get to learn and experience! So live with this fact and enjoy the present without bothering about what you had today, what you lost yesterday and what’s in store for you tomorrow!